That Sound Still Haunts Me – What Really Happened When Everything Went Wrong

By Lewis Barnett 8 June, 2025 7 mins read 39 Views

You know that moment when you realize you're completely screwed? Like, properly screwed?

I'm lying there on the track in Poland – March, cold as hell – and all I can think about is this weird underwater snapping sound. My femur breaking. Who even remembers stuff like that when they're dying? But I do. Crystal clear. Like it happened yesterday, not two months ago.

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The Sound of Breaking

People keep asking me what I remember from the crash in Krosno. Everything, mate. Absolutely everything up until the point where I didn't. Made a decent start that day – felt good about it, you know? Gave the throttle a little blip coming into the corner because why not? I'm Tai bloody Woffinden.

Then this junior rider off gate one – God, poor kid probably still has nightmares – drives straight over the kerb. Smashes into the guy off gate two, who then collects me like I'm some kind of bowling pin.

Standard speedway chaos, right? Drop it on the side, slide toward the fence, walk away with maybe a bruised ego. Except my bike hit the airfence first and launched about a meter up. The moment I saw that thing lift, I knew. "Oh f***." Those were literally my last coherent thoughts before impact.

When Your Body Becomes Modern Art

I heard my femur snap. Not felt – heard. It's almost like if you're underwater and you snap a tree branch. That muffled crack that reverberates through everything.

Then I'm flat on my back, staring up at faces that look like they've seen actual ghosts. My team manager's expression... Christ. One person was straight-up crying just looking at me. And I get it now – my arms were pointing in directions arms shouldn't point. Left shoulder dislocated and twisted up, right humerus shattered into what I later found out was 27 pieces. Twenty-seven! My elbow was completely backwards.

I couldn't even see my hands when I was lying there because they were both pointing skyward like some twisted prayer.

"Bol, bol, bol," I kept saying – that's Polish for pain, in case you're wondering. Had to make sure they understood what I was dealing with. Professional athlete vocabulary goes right out the window when you're broken in fifteen places.

The Helicopter Ride I Don't Remember

Here's the thing about massive blood loss – your memory gets patchy real quick. I remember the helicopter blades, that distinctive whup-whup-whup sound as they fired up the engines. Then... nothing. Just black.

Apparently I had a double compound right femur fracture (that's the one I heard snap), broken back, compound fracture of my right humerus, dislocated and smashed right elbow, twelve broken ribs, punctured lung, broken left shoulder blade, and dislocated left shoulder. The medical team put me in a medically induced coma after three major operations. One surgery lasted twelve hours. Twelve hours! I needed multiple blood transfusions just to stay alive.

Coma Dreams Are Actually Hell

You think a coma is like peaceful sleep, don't you? Some kind of gentle floating in darkness until you wake up refreshed?

Wrong. So completely wrong.

It was the worst thing I've ever experienced in my life. Picture this: you're having nightmares, proper terrifying ones, but you can't wake up. Ever. The sedatives and painkillers and antibiotics create this cocktail of hallucinations that feel more real than reality. I was living entire storylines that never happened, having conversations with people who weren't there, experiencing events that my brain just... invented.

When I finally came out of it, I was convinced everything I'd dreamed was real. Faye – that's my partner – kept telling me, "Mate, that didn't happen." And I got angry with her! Properly angry. Because in my mind, she was gaslighting me about experiences I'd lived through.

Turns out your brain does weird stuff when it's trying to process trauma while pumped full of medical-grade chemicals.

Walking Again (Sort Of)

Two months later, here I am. Walking. Not well, mind you – I look like I'm doing some kind of interpretive dance half the time – but walking. The rehab team says I'm eight weeks ahead of schedule, which sounds impressive until you realize the original schedule probably had me learning to tie my shoes again sometime next Christmas.

Four to five hours of rehab every single day since I left the hospital. My progress is... well, it's ridiculous, honestly. Where I'm at given what happened to me is pretty phenomenal, if I do say so myself.

But I might need another operation on my arm. That humerus that shattered into 27 pieces? The metalwork might not have helped it knit together properly. Won't know for sure until the next CT scan.

What Comes Next? Nobody Knows

Everyone wants to know about speedway. When am I coming back? Will I race again? Can I still compete at world championship level?

Listen. I'd like to ride my bike again – whether that's competitive racing or just mucking about in practice, who knows? But right now I'm setting micro goals. Walk to the kitchen without looking like a newborn giraffe. Sleep through the night without phantom pain in bones that are held together with titanium and hope.

Recovery comes first. Everything else is just noise.

And that sound – that underwater snapping – it still plays in my head sometimes. Probably always will. But I'm still here to hear it, which has to count for something.

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